废弃`phoebe`

新年快乐！

2012年：

忘记该忘记的放下该放下的追求该追求的

有想法就去实现

活在当下懂得享受

如果是该长大的时候了就承认自己必须成熟承担该承担的看轻该看轻的

爱自己比爱别人更重要

沟通比怀疑更好

不要考验自己的朋友

有些时候自己的问题要自己处理好

不要怨别人不要给自己找借口不要给任何事找借口

不是所有事情都有背后的意义都有发生的原因

坚强的自己才是王道

不在害怕未知不在恨嫁

保证这是最后一次因别人而哭，下次谁敢让我哭我一定推平他全家！！！

hold on to it and you will get what you want, I promise. you will finally succeed.

life may not be so beautiful, but it will be, I hold on that , without any doubt.

today is not a sunny day. the weather becomes colder and colder. the life in YQ, is alone. I can't tell whether I feel lonely or not. I am crowded by girls, no boys. maybe I really need a company? cant tell. I wanna love, but there is no such guy for me; I wanna persuit, but there is no such attrective goals; I wanna cry, but there is no tears in my eyes; I wanna back to life, but there is not enough power to push me to do so; I wanna fly, I wanna chance, I wanna change, I wanna live

always the saying "honey, I know you can and you will"

never believe in destiny 

I am nothing, beacuse I do not fight and do not want to fight. dont push me, there absolute will come to  a point,  which I will start to fight and get my world. I promise. I promise. just keep my words and watch me. 

from now on, I will never back off.

always and forever.

所有的事情都已经不能再糟糕了，太多太多的无所适从，放纵，堕落，无所事事，慵懒，逃避，enough。

i wanna be back, and i  know i will.

dont push me, i will struggle until i die, i swear and promise. watch me .